My mind is aware of it also -- I've been having weird dreams that left me waking up in a poor mood. As I tried to identify the issue I thought about many things, and after 2-3 days I have come to some answers.
Walk away from the crutches, even if its your Very Best buddy
First, I am lucky enough to have a good best friend in San Diego. But, it is important to know when you must walk your own path. Quite often, we jak zagadać do dziewczyny na ulicy lean on the shoulders of the others, and in the process, forget to learn that which we should learn to do ourselves. By way of example, I'm constantly hanging out with him, and we play video games. This is great fun, but lately after our LA trip I have felt a feeling of waste after playing matches. So I flashed my Heroes of the Storm bnet accounts and now I have far more spare time in my hands. So the lesson is, find out when you need to come up with your own strength, and have the courage to walk away from the very best friend. He/she will know, that you need the time to yourself to develop inner strength.
I have also learned that my daytime pick up skills are much better, and that I tend to do much better on my own. Sometimes, you need to go out there and see the world on your own, instead of resenting others for"holding you back", when in actuality, you are the one that's doing it!
Seeing the silver lining in all
For a kid, I used to think that when I'm studying the piano at the afternoon, all the other children are out there playing at the golden sunset! No! I felt a feeling of loss! Yet, nowadays, I'm grateful on a few nights when I can just be in the office and work to my heart content. No family, no friends bugging me, nothing. Just me and my job. Sometimes I may feel like this is lonely and it is, but that's how it's for now, and I have learned to view it as a blessing, I get to hangout with my friends when I need to, and have my own time without being stressed by work or personal obligations.
Being trendy with no"trying"
I've leverage the ability to be current thanks to Ekhart Tolle and I have discovered that when I'm relaxed and unstressedI have a open vibe. People talk to me. "What's that you're purchasing?" "Hey this elevator is slow huh?" I believe that on weekdays, since many people are worried, an unstressed, open energy contrasts nicely compared to all of the pent up energy that we see everyday. I'm lucky enough to have financial freedom at this point in my entire life, and that I shall continue to channel a cool, open vibe, even if I'm working hard at work.
Presence, and internal love When we judge other people, in some ways we're also coping with our own demons. Live and let live. This is perhaps one of the universal truths of all religions (which has been murdered by religious dogma). Your presence of light is sufficient -- that alone can sustain you and put in love to the entire world. Sometimes our self gets in the way, and we from the spark and magnificent of what is already there to begin with.
Strive for the best, judgement free of others
I used to judge others or"despise on them" when they are useless to my goals. I realized now this is the wrong way to look at the world. Everybody is in their journey. In a lot of ways, my negativity towards them was really at myself -- at my inability to make things work. I must have sought out aid sooner, or recognized that I needed to meet new people, rather than resenting my friends. You can't always change someone, however you could always adore them.
It is ok to be an asshole, sometimes our mistakes instruct us the way to arrive at the right solution Or reach a point of acceptance, I had to go through pain. The pain helps you reach a point (ideally ) of throwing off the bags of their self.
Intimate relationships, enjoy all the life has to offer. Drink from the fountain
While I used to select the hottest girls, I now want the deepest connections in every area of my life. Am I still drawn to beautiful ladies? Absolutely. However, my fascination now is more than just a physical one. I find myself losing charm for shallow beauty, and much more in tune with internal beauty.
I am still drawn sexually to shallow beauty, but in terms of my connections as well as an-ongoing type of situation, I see myself valuing a gorgeous girl with great inner qualities as well.